Friday, April 16, 2010

A blog of mixed emotions...


Happiness: A wonderful woman named Dawn has blessed me with her Cannon Rebel... {which oddly enough I have not had the chance to use since it became mine thanks to my new J.O.B}... shes giving me a wide angle telephoto lens and a better camera bag so... YAY!

UnHappiness: I feel like I'm horrible... ugh my ego is taking hit after hit... and there all me hitting it trying to compare myself to other photographers... BUT I just really want to get better... I feel like I haven't really grown... I see no improvement and I get no more feed back than I used to... {okay thats a lie... I used to get no views if I wasn't online that day now I get 100} But really can I say I'm satisfied with the quality of my stream... no...

Middling: I plan on getting my Associates in Photography... Partially because my parents want me to have a degree in SOMETHING... partially because it'll give me something to do... mostly so I can LEARN... I want to learn as much about photography as possible so I can be the best Photographer I can be... So now im trying to save up 2000 dollars either by August or next January... Wish me luck!

~Did It

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